About one's self

well, i'm kinda like a super ordinary person who don't really understand myself well nor others.. and i'm just only interested in knowing more about somebody.. the only one in this world.. so yea.. haha
i'm always so blur with stuffs and i tend to do things half-heartedly.. lol.. like writing a story last year.. or maybe i should continue with it someday? haha.. anyway, i'm an antisocial type.. bad in socializing with others and my parents think i should try to be like my cousins.. =.= yea, i'm trying real hard to do so and still working on it?
used to be super clumsy when i was little and people used to hate me for that.. XP
seems like i've improved now? lol.. and i'm happy with my life ever since that day.. hahaha.. yea, and thats the main reason why i'm still living happily right now.. thank god so much for my dreams and all to come true! lol..
i don't go out much.. haha.. i'll do anything for a friend in need no matter what.. i mean if they really are my true friends.. XP
i'm that kinda person who don't smile much.. lol.. except for photo shots, friends and families.. hehe.. and most of all that someone.. lol..
i love music and art.. animes.. and other stuffs.. not sure though.. haha..
wanting to prove that i'm a somebody and not a nobody in this world.. ever wonder why smart people always get the credit and normal people won't be appreciated? thats so unfair though!
i'll do anything to be a better person in life.. i wanna guide people to find their way back or maybe to a new future.. lol! stuffs like that.. >.<
i'll always overdo stuffs like read too much.. talk too much on the phone.. sms too much.. online until very late at night and others.. hahahaha.. yep, thats me.. XP
i'm a super fan of Hayao Miyazaki.. since standard 4.. lol.. his films are so totally awesome and inspiring.. thats the best part about japanese! lol.. thats my point of view.. hehe
hmm.. take things for granted.. and i usually get lectured from that.. sob sob...
lazy at times but well disciplined when i'm determined to do something..
don't ever think of challenging me when i have everything in my hands.. you'll lose.. lol..
hot headed and i'll show you who's boss when i get mad..
love philosophical stuffs a lot because they bring meaning to life and not crappy stuffs..
hate people who are being lebih because they're loud and they are self-centred.. they think they're the only ones in this whole planet and we should listen to their stupid speech.. get a grip..
i love my life now because lotsa stuffs have changed ever since THAT DAY(again)---thats when i started to discover more happenings in life.. hahaha..
i love ta make people laugh.. its like my fav past time.. hehe.. they make me happy when they do that.. so yea..
i don't get people who are so perasan and can't keep their cool.. thats so lame of them.. =.=
showing off is never a good thing to do.. but sometimes you have to fight back by doing this to make people realise stuffs.. yea, SOMETIMES..
i guess thats all for the time being.. haha